Desperation

Desperation
sometimes it comes from not meeting the loved one
other times it comes from job

there is no sense of direction you are heading to
and you wonder what exactly are you fit for

at times you take it lightly as a phase which will pass soon
at other times it gives you sleepless nights


you try to judge what is right and what is wrong
but then others will always have a view of their own

some things can be deducted logically
at other times astro/ star play their role
we take it for our convenience which tool to use at what time
end objective being what we wish for gets fulfilled in someway

Sometimes life is full of joy
and at others it shows dearth of same
scriptures say it all depends on how you relate to the world
need conscious effort to get in that state of continuous bliss

You try to find the fitness for work you like
but then doubt creeps in how long that liking would sustain
if it comes in too easy it does not hold value
if it is too difficult you think of giving it up at start

Desperation may be good
to make us elevate from the current state to next level
but can same be done without getting into this mode
perhaps spiritual gurus hold key to that

Wonder with 5% brain being used we feel such state of desperation at times
Wonder what it will be like when we start using 95% of it......