Inner Self

For sometime I had this desire of getting back to painting. It has been a long time since I painted something, almost a decade. So today got the stuff from CP and created this. Had satisfaction of creating something. 

The painting may seem confusing so here I am putting my thoughts which drove me to this creation.The face above the water represents a person who is thinking something and is on boat. The thought is shown beside the face. In his thoughts he is comparing the sea to the state of his inner self and what gets reflected to the outside world. The Sun, Clouds and flying birds in wind ...represent the person's thought ....He is thinking irrespective of the season the calm sea surface reflects as what he appears to the outside world (outer visible self ) .But just as lot goes beneath the upper calm appearance of sea...he is thinking of how his feelings lie low most of time without surfacing out and creating uncalmness. The turbulence increase beneath the surface is marked by varying shades of blue. The faces are disguised in colour of water where as the feelings( soso, sad, blushing,devil, biting teeth, no talk, shock,weeping & confusing) in form of facial expressions are marked with different color.